March 31, 2020

Night Fear Illusions by Ed Higgins

“. . . terror at night of things generally wrong in the universe.”
--Virginia Woolf

Sometimes
in the middle of the night
awake under a panoply 
as caustic as Doré 
illustrating Dante
spelunking 
to the cave’s center 
of unsuppressed terror
asking
will I ever get out of here
alive?
If so, only temporarily of course.
Fear, tap, tap, tapping again and again 
like a table leg in a Victorian 
séance. 
Moonlight over the wrong shoulder,
strangers 
waiting in appearing shadows, 
bat fear 
everywhere in the fecundity of darkness.
Snakes 
under my bed  
awake 
suddenly, hand spilled
over the bedside.
Winter bed sheets’ chill
maybe. Or dinner’s spiced rellenos’
reflux. 
Illusions 
finally exhaust even magicians:
a life-time of spectacular escapes
until even Harry Houdini 
couldn’t 
get back. 





Ed Higgins' poems and short fiction have appeared in various print and online journals including: Monkeybicycle, Danse Macabre, Ekphrastic Review, and Triggerfish Critical Review, among others. He has a small farm in Yamhill, OR, raising a menagerie of animals—including a rooster named StarTrek.

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